So I’ve been trying to stand tall for the past couple of days, n it’s been really really hard… esp when you’re just over 5’0. After a while, i kinda figured that i really try too hard n i can care about other’s feelings too much that i really don’t care about my own. But after seeing that you can only do so much for people, i realized i need to learn how to be a lil selfish once in a while for my well being so imma take today as my starting point. I just need to keep reminding myself that today is the first day of the rest of my life…. I cant change what happened, but what i do now can affect how things will turn out therefore i can help shape my future. I need to remind myself this everyday. I can only hope that the difficult decisions i made will just help me become stronger. I’m gunna take advantage of today and do something for me for once…. i’m gunna make it count.