October 2009
1 post
i dont regret anything, but this saying just wont...
it was never supposed to be more than just a break
August 2009
1 post
empty for sure...
… completely speechless… i guess u really cant help the way u feel… don’t u ever get that feeling when you are too overwhelmed and you just want to express how u feel but you just don’t know where to start, or you can’t show how much you are breaking inside so it may seem like you’re being heartless although it’s the total opposite… i tend to...
July 2009
3 posts
summer so far...
Ha lemme just say it’s been INTERESTING… goods n bads… HELLA RANDOM crap haha… surprises… hectic…ha too crazy for me to handle… details later… but i’m liking how it’s getting REAL interesting LOL
emotions of today
In order starting from midnight
numb.
helpless.
broken.
exhausted.
determined.
lazy.
anxious.
confused.
nervous.
relieved.
disappointed.
interested.
surprised.
acknowledged.
happy.
selfless.
amused.
confused.
sad.
content.
thankful.
my biggest struggle yet
So I’ve been trying to stand tall for the past couple of days, n it’s been really really hard… esp when you’re just over 5’0. After a while, i kinda figured that i really try too hard n i can care about other’s feelings too much that i really don’t care about my own. But after seeing that you can only do so much for people, i realized i need to learn how...